51| money, honey.

it`s the start of the month. which, for the vast majority of people who rent, means that they become a little less wealthy.

i have to say, i really resent the way that money takes away certain freedoms from me. there are few feelings--on a daily basis, at least--which leave such an unsettling lump in my throat as looking at my bank account in the days before or after rent comes out. ick, ick, ick.

it`s nice to know i had sixteen dollars to my name until my pay comes through on thursday. {and osap, being the bastards that they are, are making me way an additional week for my cheque.}

but, then again, perhaps this is the price i pay for having freedom from financial dependence. either way, it helps keep consumerism down.